Im so scared. Not in fear. its so much higher than that. I had sex with Michael about 4 weeks ago. Ok I told myself not to freak out when I didnt start my period on schedule. I just blamed stress. Ok Im like 2 weeks past my date. Im feeling like Ive been hit by a truck. Im throwing up. My boobs are sore. please dont tell me its true. My mom will completely disown me . My dad will mangle Mike. OMG someone needs to hold me.
I think Im pregnant. THIS cant be happening. Im 19 this shit doesnt happen to me.
I talked to micheal about it and he told me that its not his and im just a whore. well NEWSFLASH. hes the only boy ive ever been with.
All my dreams are going down the drain. 19 possibly pregnant. does single mom sound appealing.
I cant stop crying. I have noone to turn to. I have no bestfriend here. Mike is being a dick. and my family would never support me.
I need u guys to comfort me. Im so scared.
I never dreamt such a matter could effect me so. I dont know what to do?!
Im going to the store to get a pregnancy test.
If theres a god. I hope he loves me enough to prove my suspicions wrong.
OMG what am I going to do?
I feel like every aspect of my life has just been shot to hell.
I really need a hug.
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